Miss You So
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I woke up
You were not there
Didn’t know why
There was a pang
There was a frightening
There was a longing
In my heart
Couldn’t imagine
If you and me
have to be apart
I will miss you
I even miss you so
Now.
Diemen, 10 March 2010
When my beloved one, goes for a while.
“When mortals are alive, they worry about death. When they’re full, they worry about hunger. Theirs is the Great Uncertainty. But sages don’t consider the past. And they don’t worry about the future. Nor do they cling to the present. And from moment to moment they follow the Way.” ( Bodhidharma quotes)
Yesterday, I had a Grey day. Then, my husband sent me this quote and I was touched. It reminded me not to worry about the future and to enjoy the present time, moment to moment. I’m learning to live in the present time, moment to moment, but I never know that in fact it is just easy to say, very hard to do. My thoughts, my monkey minds, always grips me, like a tiger grasps its prey.
Pulang sekolah Malik ke dokter gigi. Aik udah bete di sekolah, bunda dateng pertanyaannya langsung gini,”Aik ga mau dicabut gigi!” katanya sambil merengut. “Ga dicabut koq Ik, kan kata dokternya cuma ditambal.”
Sepanjang jalan Aik bete, pas nunggu di ruang tunggu juga masih bete dan ketakutan kalo dicabut. Pas giliran masuk, Aik nangis. Dokternya langsung bilang,”Kenapa kamu nangis?”
